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ishisstrength) wrote2018-06-01 09:11 pm
ishisstrength) wrote2018-06-01 09:11 pm
Deerington CR Chart
Majima GorΕ
Too Add (Close CR Only):
James 'Bucky' Barnes, Jesse McCree, Chloe Price
Takashi 'Shiro' Shiogane, Rei Kurosawa, Daemon Sadi
John Blake?, Shuichi Minamino, Diarmuid
Angela & Moria?, Shinichi?
Photos of those missed: Rei Hino, Seth Gecko, Leo Flynn (Dropped)
Majima GorΕ
Majima is a 6'1"+ tall Japanese man with a lean, slender build. His most noticeable feature is the eyepatch that covers his left eye, but he's also got long black hair tied back in a ponytail.
Majima usually wears a really nice tux, though he ditches the tie and unbuttons the front whenever he doesn't have to be at work. He's got a thin gold chain underneath his shirt, which basically never comes off.
Though completely covered by his clothes by design, Majima has extensive tattooing on his back, extending to his upper arms and chest. The pattern consists of a Hannya mask, two white serpents, and plum blossom petals against a unifying black background.
His antler tattoo is on his ankle.
β€ Masquerade; We had promised to be strangers but the mystique couldn't last. It was dance from a fairy tale that turned into an HP Lovecraftian work of art as the clock struck midnight. Majima protected me then but despite all that, I hadn't thought that I'd see him again.
β€ July 4th; Of everything that I had expected in this world. An American cook out wasn't one of them. It was nice and calm, Majima had organized it. It was sweeter than anything I was used too but I enjoyed myself. It was around this time that Majima suggested taking classes at the Deerington University. I never finished high school and as much as I love to learn, I don't feel like I belong in a place as normal as a class room.
β€ Hair of the Dog; We worked well together. It surprised me but our training and histories are similar. This was an unsettling location. The other side of the Hair of the Dog is in a dog's stomach. We tried to pick up some clues about this world and while we didn't uncover much, we did find the underworld of this little Maine town.
β€ The Reservoir; It had been an impulsive trip and depressing. The reservoir is a common place for suicides in Deerington. I hadn't thought that the towns people of this world felt, let alone wished to hurt themselves. Bodies and bugs and other toxins are evident in the water. Majima and I published this knowledge and I only drink hot tea nowβ¦
β€ Shared Memories; It was painful. Somehow we ended up in each other's heads and experienced the others memories. Majima saw what Bianca did to me and I saw what his employer did to him. We are more alike than I first thought. I can't stand the darkness that followed or the darkness of each night. That night, after the terrors of our memories, Majima stayed with me. He was warm and safe. I remember curling into his arms and in that moment, the darkness couldn't touch me.
We had to sneak out the next morning. But I will always be grateful for that night. Looking back on it now, I think it was then that I had begun falling in love with him.
β€ Koji Pond; We walked around the pond together and it was nice. There was no horror or pain and we weren't struggling to stay alive and sane. I love the crisp clean scent of fall and, the company was nice too. It is strange. And now that I am taking the time to think about it, I'm scared. Things are getting complicated.
β€ Our First Date; It wasn't supposed to be a date. Majima had come over to watch the X-Files with me. We snuggled together on the couch, ate popcorn and talked. We talked about love, among other things and then Majima asked me a question. I hadn't expected it.
'β¦ you got any room in your calendar for complications? '
I wasn't sure what to say at first, except that, I like him. Not because he's a good person but because despite everything, he has a good heart. He wants to protect people, even if that means that there are times that he isn't a good person. I think of Thomas and, I know it's complicated, but I want to try. I want to be happy, even if it's for a little while.
β€ Return from Death; I didn't know what to tell him. I was ready to die and it didn't hurt. If that is what death is, I'm not scared of it. But I saw his face and in that moment, I was so happy to be alive. I don't know if I have ever felt like that before. Maybe it's getting too complicated. I'm in too Deep. But it doesn't matter because there isn't any turning back now. I made a promise. I was going to try and survive.
β€ Inside our Minds; He saw me and I saw him. It was odd but I wasn't scared, not until Thomas appeared. I didn't realize how much of him was still in me. I'm addicted to him and months without his presences hasn't curbed that addiction. It isn't just Thomas inside of me now but Majima too. It was something small but it was there. It all felt real and distant but I finally think I understand. Things about him and myself.
β€ The Mayors House; It was odd. The house was empty but it felt crowded. I pulled Majima away from that little voice of madness, one I know well, and we searched the house together. That little girls room- it reminded me so much of my room, my home before I ran away. I took a stuffed animal from the house. I shouldn't have but I couldn't help it. It stays with me now and thankfully Teddy doesn't tear it up.
Majima and I talked in that little room with little furniture. It was very strange but he told me about his own lost love. The way he destroys what he touches but I don't think that's the case with me. I can't really explain it.
β€ A Training Date; It wasn't a traditional date since I pinned him to the ground but we made pizza from scratch and it was fun. I haven't had a lot of normal dates like this before. I'm glad that I can experience it. Even if this really is all a dream.
†Toy Houses; We were turned into plastic and woke up in toy boxes. Majima helped me remove my head and change and⦠the plastic melted away. It wasn't just us. The whole town was like that. We lived in a treehouse that month; together. It changed some things; good changes.
†Glass; I still don't know what happened at Glass. We had both gone together to support Leo but the music affected us. Not that I wouldn't have sex with Majima in a dark club but I hadn't wanted to stop myself. We eventually left and as soon as we walked outside, the feelings were gone. It was only the music but⦠I didn't want anything to influence me like that again. I know that it's what Deerington does but it's frightening. I don't want to lose control.
β€ Christmas @ 1510 Perfection Lane; We got a house together and had more than a few Christmas surprises. Teddy showed up in my basket. I don't know his breed but he's sweet and protective. Majima named him. It was a pleasant holiday, despite Deerington being Deerington.
†The Mines; I don't do work with F.E.A.R. I help Angela stay organized and I have been in the building as a guest many times before but when Majima said he was going to the Mines⦠I wanted to go with him and help. I didn't do more than organize things and administer basic first aid but I liked being there and I like helping. Maybe I will volunteer at F.E.A.R. formally. I'd have to take less hours at the book store and the Vet if I did.
†The Sickness; I'm reading through these journals, my notes, and I can't believe it. The symptoms I wrote down included fever, vertigo and short term memory loss. I don't remember writing this but it's all here. It's all written in my hand and Majima⦠He left. I don't remember him. It's uncomfortable. I'm so confused and I don't know what to think.
I'm scared.
What if I forget again.
β€ Valentine's Day; It isn't a memory but a feeling. My body remembers his and I want to just lose myself in that familiar warm feeling. Why can't I pretend to remember? What if I just want to be loved and to know this love. I can't deny that he knows me now and I think I knew him. It hurts but I know it hurts more for him. I'm so sorry Majima. I really want to remember you.
†The Cure; We found it. The whole town did. It was the most painful thing I've ever experienced but⦠it was worth it. I remember again. I'm weak. I'll be weak for a few days but I don't care.